Singing
Shadow Work
“Alli’s power of voice alchemy is beyond the realms of understanding. Their sound and songs always pierce right through my mind and into my heart. I immediately feel held by the Divine Mother’s protective embrace. This offer will benefit your soul’s descent into the holy home of your body.”
-Adriana Contreras
THis Medicine is for you if…
You’re longing to meet the wild intensities flowing through you with loving reverence, so you can embody your sovereign wholeness.
You’re tired of trying to fix and correct yourself into being better/perfect and are ready to step into a relational field of love where ALL parts of your messy humanness are uplifted and honored as sacred.
You’re in a liminal space between who you were and who you are becoming and long to remember your Self as divine Love, already healed and whole.
You're drawn to shadow work, inner parts work and the ancient art of expressive alchemy and are curious about the voice's innate connection to the subconscious.
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"When I listen with my full body, I feel like I’ve made it home. Thank YOU."
-Angie Tran
What to expect:
We’ll begin by seeding intentions and building a cozy nest for yourself to soften into and receive.
We'll ground into the body, breath and underlying support through a guided somatic meditation.
Alli will offer a Singing Shadow Work sound healing journey, channeling our wounded shadows with the Dark Mother's infinite capacity to love all parts within us.
We’ll close with time to rest, journal or share to integrate your experience.
All parts of you are welcome here.
Your seemingly endless grief, rage, fear, joy, hopelessness and numbness.
Your innocence, your wounded ones and shadowed selves too.
Come lay them on the altar of the Mother. Let them be held, voiced and alchemized in this sonic sanctuary.
"Alli Caw isn’t just a songbird, they are a cosmic channel of Divine Love, liberation and healing using the full oracular channel of voice unlike anything Ive seen anywhere."
-Maïa-Rose Òrighòmìsán Uslaro
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All Sound healings are recorded and sent out to all who sign up.
About Alli
Alli Caw (they/them, she/her) is a vocal alchemist, song bird, voice doula + somatic coach, an oracular and vessel for love, a voice + womb weaver and a silly goose inciting play + shameless self-expression for the soul's embodied becoming. Everything Alli serves sits on the altar of our collective liberation.
For over a decade Alli has been uncovering the Singing Shadow work transmission through the process of their own healing journey. The roots of this living body of work lie in the vocal lineages of Alfred Wolfsohn + Roy Hart that they studied at Naropa University for their MFA in Contemporary Performance.
To learn more about Alli, their work and the lineages they are weaving visit: allicaw.com
What you'll receive:
A felt sense of all parts of your Self being worthy of LOVE.
Support in being present with the shadowed wounds within who can only be healed through being witnessed.
An expanded capacity to honor your repressed pain as a sacred catalyst for personal transformation.
Reconnection to ancient and ancestral parts within that have been long forgotten, unsung and unknown.
A deeper ease in allowing emotions to flow through without getting stuck in them or as them.
An embodied experience of radical self-acceptance and a visceral remembrance of your soul essence as LOVE.
Singing Shadow Work was birthed through honoring these ancient truths:
1.The human voice is alive.
A living being in its own right, with its own will, intelligence and desire. I am not singing, the voice and the energies it is channeling, are singing me.
2. All voiced sounds are equal and Welcome.
I'm setting fire to the aesthetic hierarchy that preferences pleasing, pretty, palatable and soothing sounds above all others and welcoming home the broken sound beings who have long been exiled.
3. Every Voiced sound is a form of singing
Including the cracked, wailing, chorded, broken and ugly ones we’ve been trained to avoid and/or keep quiet. Crying is a form of singing. Growling and crackling a song of their own.
4.Every voiced sound is a vibrational embodiment of our inner parts.
Every sound you have or have yet to make is an aspect of your soul/psyche. When we shut off certain sounds, when we shame and silence them, we exile parts of our own humanity that are sacred and vital to our divine wholeness.
This is why welcoming all sounds is essential. And how through viewing all sounds as a form of singing we expand our tolerance for the sounds in us that are unpleasant and uncomfortable.
“How you channel your voice is really unlike any other experience. It is incredible, moving, healing. It clears what is not needed and serves the listener bringing in what is needed in that moment. Like ocean waves washing away and bringing in treasures from the deep.”
-Liz B
How SINGING SHADOW WORK Came to be…
It feels important to name that this is an ancient, primordial practice that was remembered more than learned or developed. While in the midst of a dark night of the soul, when wounded parts started to surface and overwhelm, Alli was guided to sound them, to let them sing her.
As Alli channeled the repressed and unsung shadows within her, another voice would come through in response. A voice of unyielding beauty and unconditional love. The voice of the Divine/Dark Mother would enfold, mix and merge with these wounded parts. Back and forth they would sing together, harmonizing repressed wails and broken sound beings with operatic and angelic frequencies.
Again and again what Alli experienced was an emergence of sonic transmutation, a vocal alchemy. A felt sense of all parts of our humanness being worthy of love. A greater willingness to be with the shadows within who can only be healed through being witnessed. An expanded capacity to embrace and express our repressed pain as sacred and transformational.
what people are saying…
ROb P.
This is such a beautiful gift!! I was deeply touched and moved. How you allowed yourself to be vulnerable with all the different sounds you make with your body and voice, from beautiful angelic melodies, to deep tonal energies that come through. Thank you! Words aren't enough to express my wonder and awe.”
Sarah E.
"Your voice has always touched something in me that I couldn’t quite name… and today was no different. It felt like deep parts of me (or maybe through me?) felt seen and understood. Like you were giving expression to something ancient inside. Those parts came alive, as if they remembered the sounds they were once making. Especially the lower tones, they stirred up so much. I felt this tightness in my chest and these quiet tears just started flowing."
Marie-Eve
“The first part felt like a big cleaning of all the energies in my different fields. Then, after a while, it felt as if they were bringing all my fields/layers back together and harmonizing them. It was very soothing. Towards the end, I felt completely immersed in a feeling of deep peace.”